It's been really hard to get excited about Christmas this year. I had to face up to something that I never noticed before - when you move forward into the unknown future, the memories fade, but traces linger and it is that resin, that deposit, that holds you back and makes you hesitate. I'm not sure how to honor this season without my children and my father present. We're in a holding pattern. But I am happy to say that I accomplished two things today: the tree was trimmed with lights, and I placed the Christmas quilt over my bed.
I'm ready to move forward. Baby steps.
This is my Christmas Wish - Peace. On. Earth.